Choose what? :O

I'm really not sure on what to choose now.. I want to learn something new, interesting, fun, united and of course sports. I'm left with the  2 choices now,so im not really sure though. but somehow maybe going for option 1 than to 2. Just frustrated!! GRH! Going for the camp and the so called "trail" next wed! looking forward to it somehow! heh.

Hey hey hey~ Today and yesterday we have damn lots of performance! all are Chinese drums performances! Yesterday night was a performance for Vesak day and today was for brisk walking and also for arts festival! I don't really like the drumsticks we use today leh, like a lot of blisters after playing with the slim drumsticks! damn pain, and at night use thick one, feel better but rubbing on the morning de blisters jiu 痛到要死！early morning 6am wake up today for the performance just like other school days. x.x hahaha.

School starts tomorrow. Guess I'll be dragging and dreading myself to school :( Like the temptation to want go school stops liao, now think  of school will a bit sian liao leh! x.x NO GOOD NO GOOD! Should get some motivations back! xD School MST in just 3 weeks away I guess! Better start studying now and maintain good GPA if not year 3 jiu siao liao lo! Leave poly with a good GPA hopefully :)

Moody...

Honestly I don't know what's wrong with me now though. I realised though I seems not to care, deep inside my heart I really cared. Seeing you like this makes me cares more but I just refused to do anything. Tried talk, what's the point? what's the use? Giving back all the short replies and I am the one initiating everything, chatting, meeting, every single thing else. It's not that I wanna nag and brag, the truth is that I really feel sucky of myself. You kept saying the problem lies on you but the fact is that I'm just avoiding to talk or meet since it doesnt help and furthermore, more talking and meeting just make the awkward-ness increase. Can you even deny it? I doubt so right? Since there's nothing that I can do about it, just let down of everything and totally do nothing about it. Heard of Let Nature Do The Stuffs? Im sure you just have to let the flow bring the best out of everything. You can hardly create a flow, just wait for the flow to come.. patiently.

Recently though Poly had started, I'm still not very in mood for Poly yet. Guess I still have the holiday mood, time to change it already I would say. It's time to focus on work and maintain my GPA. I want to leave poly with a good result, I want to study University after my NS. So... Just get started soon ba.

I'm sick and tired of everything. I have no comments on anything or everything now. No matter what I say or do, awkward-ness enter my world. Similarly, I'm sick of planning stuffs. Guess I've planned too much stuffs and this cause people to rely on me to plan outings, chalet and everything. I don't mind to plan, but I hate it when people just throw it to you like:" You go plan la!" I'm smart now, I'll say back the sentence. But in the end I'm still the one being KPO to go and help plan. What to say? STUPID.

Sometimes, we just need to think positive. Haha, easy to say huh. Can you even explain how? :O Nope right? It's another easy to say yet at the same time hard to do sentence that people like to say. We need to TRY at least, perhaps that will make your life easier, happier, enjoyable and even give you the freedom to get out of stress and unhappiness. When you ask why you don't have the rights to do something, reply yourself, I have the rights to think positively instead.

We'll make it through

Honestly,
I know we aren't that good. For now. We havent have our mo qi, we havent get the standard that others are expecting and what I'm expecting. Well, I just want to be honest. But I'm sure we will improve. I'm sure that will happen. Right? It takes time, practices, strength, muscles, jumps, heights, courage and fear-less attitude to complete this task. We've made like 1/50 way to our final destination, I want to get those 100% distinction grade just like for 'O' level maths! You need very very very excellent results to secure your cute A1. Agree agree? Haha.

Just now first round de practice really sucks and my heart almost pop out somemore. Almost cause CH to fall. x.x Sorry ar! Was sort of not in the mood yet? and my muscleaches are giving me nothing but troubles and problems. Lesson learnt, not to go for run on friday nights. LOL! But that's pretty bad! D: Friday I end early can go run!! Shall see how! Maybe when get used to running my aches wont be so serious already. :)

Finally after so long, I've really decided to start running alone. Starting I'm really feeling awkward and am always wanting to someone to go running with. Example that shit head! But he always don't have time for me! Hor Mr TCH? Hahaha~ Hope my motivations will always be there and always ensure that I'm ready for run. I want to slim down. I believe it helps, I believe it can happen. Jia you CKD! :D

Orientation~

Yo! These few days had orientation in SP! Guess our class had bonded quite well for now so far? :) Orientation was fun, boring, entertaining and... sian. =X Hahaha! First day went to auditorium in the Convection centre. Talked to Shuhui and ZiWei, surprising we have so many things in common except for the fact that im older -.- oh well well~ Luckily my class got a few and 94 year one! :D that doesn't make me the oldest!! :P Had meet the PT and after which I went KBOX-ing xD

2nd day was on wednesday where we have our bonding session then spice training. was shock to see Hannah at the door and she is my group de facilitator! Hen qiao hor! On that day then i know that my class got another West Spring girl~ Haha. WS~ WS! Had some bonding games and next was spice training.

Yesterday was the last day, went out to have flag day! Surprisingly Admiralty got crowd! I thought the crowd there wasn't big. But we raised some money there le went to ang mo kio cos of the rain at admiralty. Ang mo kio crowd was great too lo! Bought KOI and blah blah blah~ Overall, orientation is over, next is the start of school. how crappy the feeling is x.x Hope to be able to get used to it and will enjoy it. heh

Singapore Zoo

Alright! Just some photos to kick off the start of this post! :D

I guess the most interesting picture is the 3rd collage de page! It's the animals couples I managed to snap in zoo! Heh, the zebra one was the most funny one, cos me, gillam and momoko managed to snap it together and we all like excited shouting "I got it!!" then darren was there, wah... missed. LOL!

Yesterday was monday~ I did not have any monday blues cos had a fun day out! :D Morning woke up at like 5.10am like that due to the thunder roar but then I couldn't get back to sleep after that no matter how I try la! sian~ So just lie down on bed and wait till about 6.50am then leave bed! The rain is damn heavy lo, but luckilu the rain stopped when we reached zoo!

Met ZhiWei and Gillam at BP Lrt then go to CCK together to meet the rest, they were both late while I reach just in time. Zzz, I hate waiting on train! get out of train station may have problem one! x.x Ate mac breakfast, pay the $8 for ez-link card and off to ZOO!

Really had a blast and I really feel like a kid -.- Hahaha, like so hyped up la~ And the animals so so so so cute!! Many animals transfer to the river trial liao.. like Polar bear D: if not will be able to see it yesterday! Luckily penguins all those still there! Hmph! The next trip will be to River Trial I guess. Haha, but this year, I don't know leh, I think this year confirm many people will go one lo! Shall see again! :D

慰劳会

Last sat had our Wei Lao hui at cc, we had zhu chao but it was a blast la uh! So fun and so exciting. xD I won a earpiece while CH won't the biggest price, a Walkman while he was eating. LOL. hahaha. I freaking love the tofu with minced meat on top of it! Taste so awesome!

In the afternoon that day we went to Japanese Buffet restaurant which the food was quite nice la but selection quite less lo. 一分钱一分货ba... Then watched the hunger games after which! Hungergames was pretty good pretty good! At least it didn't bored me out though it drag very long. =X this is the first time we asked new members out together, well, hope they enjoyed the show too? Haha

It's like 7+ in the morning now! Why up so early uh? Going to Zoo soon! Yay! Feeling so shiok! Had been wanting to go and finally got to go! :D