Not once but TWICE!!!

Sup! ok it's MST week but I'm trying to bake my macaroons :( Hahaha. Alright, I attempted baking them not once but TWICE. And happily, TWICE. TWICE TWICE TWICE! omg omg omg, can't believe it man! Totally a turned off for me. Still plan to do it with my groupmates for our cooking competition using oats as a main ingredient but it seems that this is far too hard to make. :( I WILL TRY AGAIN! I don't care! Im determined to learn it! But if one more try and it still fails, then sorry lo, I not gonna try again already le. cos im not so rich to buy so much of the ingredients which are damn expensive especially the almond! x.x

Want to know how it looks like when it failed? Below~

Took this picture from the internet. Credit to http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-ksahbnI5l0U/TvPAcWjlkfI/AAAAAAAABRI/uR3QwdyG71U/s1600/great+big+failed+macarons.jpg

Well, hopefully I would say my third try will succeed. Im gonna try the other recipe i found online! Now it's already a favorite in my IE! I will wait for the time to try it! YES!

Tuesday aka yesterday paper was totally @*#(($))%*#))!@!*# I can do nothing but to SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD, COMPLAIN COMPLAIN COMPLAIN! The paper like manageable somehow but also hard eh! I think I'll flunk. Bye A~ :( Tomorrow will be AP-chem and Basic math! Somehow prepared for both! Hopefully the paper don't disappoint me and I don't disappoint anyone! HMPH! JIAYOU!!

This friday after last paper should be going to old changi road to buy laoban! YES, Im damn excited about it! :D currently addiction is beancurd! LOL. havent try laoban before but every feedback i heard is it is DAMN DAMN DAMN nice! Well, hopefully! Hehe. I think im gonna buy many containers back man. Siao one. HAHAHA. "fashion" of food somehow changes itself huh? From Happycup, if you remember, to takoyaki, to sweet-talk, to KOI, to Gong Cha, and now somehow to lao ban. Hmmmmmm, wonder what's next. Let's anticipate! :)

Exams, let's go!

Here comes exams! Stirve hard, work hard, get good results, maintain GPA! Let's go go go! :D Though im not really ready! Trying to make myself feels like im ready for all these exams! HAHAHA.

Happy 39th Birthday STAMFORD! xD

This morning woke up damn early for performance. I could've slept more but... opps, nope... x.x Went for performance at fajar and then went to bangkit to eat duck guo tiao! AWESOME! So long since I last ate it! :D I think the last time was a few months ago? during CNY i guess, somewhere round there! Came back home, wanted to study but in the end too tired to even use computer or study. Had a nap and woke up at 5+ to buy dinner. Shitty man, wanted to eat chicken rice but then no more rice liao so cannot buy. zzz. Ate cai fan instead and came back to study. Ahhhhh, first MST in SP! Gambateh Gambateh! CAN DO IT ONE! I believe, I believe, I believe. I can, I can, I can. I MUST, I MUST, I MUST! Suddenly thought of the "west spring" way! Hahaha. Jiayou everyone~ :) Anticipate for our 1A/02 chalet which is like NEXT WEEK! YAY YAY YAY!! *Scream for joy*

What's with me?

I really pounder what's happening to me these days. Am I really someone who no one wants to talk to, no one wants to listen to and no one who even wants to be closer to me? This really is what i should say I am concern now and what Im really thinking these days.

Firstly, I thought in poly things will go well and smoothly so to speak. however things didnt went on as "expectedly" well these days. Yesterday was friday and we had PTM, kana complaint and pin-pointed somehow by others. Sometimes, I really miss WS sec 5NA, not only sec 5 la, my batch of NA I should say. We may not seems very close or whatsoever, honestly, I don't find our NA very united when we are in secondary school. After leaving and now in poly, I then realised we are that close and that united. I really hope to be sitting in the same class, with the same people and having poly lessons together. However, that will never happen. like duh? lol. But I miss those days... I hope poly life will become like sec life. well you know, well bonded 2 classses and not much of hate and those related stuffs.

I really think I'm losing friends everywhere. I don't know what's going on but things seems to be going towards that way. I don't want such things to happen but seems like I can't stop it, change it and do anything about it. I should really stop being bothered about it. I think MST is more important. should listen to my PT, there's a senior who got damn good GPA but no friendship. Idw that but if things are going that way still, then why not just maintain GPA and do well? if things changed, at least there's GPA and friendship.

MST just next week, let's jia you! first exam in SP. idw to not do well.

Down to one..

Decided to just commit to one instead of 2 ccas. A hard choice to make believe it or not. No matter what i know someone believes me cos she's there with me when i've been making the decision. Idk, since decision had been made, just go with your heart then.

MST is coming, these few weeks are just filled with testes and mock exams. Some modules really make me go crazy while some I find still manageable. Now I finally understands what they say by everyday is O level. Can really feel it. Though not really working as hard as O's which is something I gotta admit and gotta change, the stress level is not low either. In this class, competitive classmates, more moderation and harder to get a A somehow. No matter what, just try my best ba, hopefully can pull through everything.

我也不知道要怎么样。
之前说的和现在完全不一样。
或许吧，我苯，不应该写下名字。

Go for 2

Decided to go for 2 sports CCA in the end. At first wanted a sport and a club and now become having 2 CCAs.. hmm. still considering if I should join clubs or not because if I were to quit one if my time cannot be manageable I think the first one that I will leave will be clubs to be honest :/ But seriously having lots of doubts in my mind... I think when the time reached, I'll have a decision by then ba? Now just bo chap first then! :D

Ahhh, already dont have lion dance training for 2 weeks! x.x Previous week was having performance so no training and last week is due to Vesak Day. This week and next week I may miss training too depending on the situation. I'm still deciding if I should miss or I should not miss training. But im more to not wanting to miss training though.. somehow on another part of my heart I want to stay for camp. SEEEEE! Double-minded snake! CRAPPP. This is seriously what I hate! I want this but I want that! -.-

It's damn fast you know! Today is already the 4th week of school :O Dafuggggg?! time flies like crappp! Told my mum that it's already the 4th week and she's like so fast 4th week already meh? and im like yea, fast hor? Even Gen-ed teacher also say cant believe it's already the 4th week of school. THIS MEANS THAT IM LEFT WITH 3 WEEKS TO MST!!!! Damn it man! I still dont understand some stuffs and havent really started revise. I don't wanna flunk my first MST man! D: Gonna start revising real soon, say it, mean it and DO IT! x.x JIA YOU!!!