Time flies! From 30+ days to today 6 days. Yeap, competition is getting nearer and nearer! Are we ready for it? I think we are. As a team, we gonna strive, do what we need, reach the expectations and go beyond it. This is not giving oneself stress but to set a target and fly high with it.
Like what I tweeter yesterday:
一头狮子如果没有乐器，他只是一头狮子。
一个多么好的乐器如果没有狮子，他只是一种音乐。
当狮子遇上乐器，当他们遇上教练们，当他们一起努力奋斗，鼓励，练习，学习，进步，玩乐，他们的那些年诞生了。这才能表演出一场完美无暇的表演。我们行的！我对大家有信心！！加油，bp!
Monday, July 30, 2012
Thursday, July 26, 2012
10 days.
We are left with no more than 10 days... Couldn't believe, but yet things still happen... I thought things went well, I thought there would be no more troubles, problems but only left with stress and nervousness. I thought, thus, I was wrong. I'm never right in the first place perhaps... I mean, what? What's with everything now? With only a suspense of 10 days, we will be competiting with other teams, doing our best, showing our best and fighting to get into the finals.
What's with today? yes, sick, long sleeves... different circumstances, different experience and different things are happening. But yet, 10 days, this is the results we are producing? I'm not upset or anything because I know we are having some problems with adapting. I'm just stress, feeling the stress that things may not go well.
Please. saying just do our very best, as long as you did your best, the results doesn't matter. Hey, that's what we are gonna say when we lose isn't it? You did your best, the results still does matter. I mean, look, we are looking at going into finals now. but yet don't have too much expectations or we may just disappoint ourselves more. oh sorry, maybe me more. im having high expectations I admit. I don't say, doesn't mean in my heart I don't think of it.
Lion isn't about 2 person doing the lion, but it's about teamwork from the 2, teamwork from the music team, teamwork from the music team and lion, patience from the instructors, chances from the coach and effort put in from each and everyone from the troupe and team. Isn't it the truth?
We've trained, we've walked so far, thinking back, yes, it was tiring and it was fun. For now, we have to look ahead. What's coming up next is the most important thing for all. I can't afford to lose what i've been training for and pursuing. It's every lion dancer dream to be there to compete. I won't over-stress myself. Jiayou, once again, I still believe we can do it well, fantastically and excellent.
What's with today? yes, sick, long sleeves... different circumstances, different experience and different things are happening. But yet, 10 days, this is the results we are producing? I'm not upset or anything because I know we are having some problems with adapting. I'm just stress, feeling the stress that things may not go well.
Please. saying just do our very best, as long as you did your best, the results doesn't matter. Hey, that's what we are gonna say when we lose isn't it? You did your best, the results still does matter. I mean, look, we are looking at going into finals now. but yet don't have too much expectations or we may just disappoint ourselves more. oh sorry, maybe me more. im having high expectations I admit. I don't say, doesn't mean in my heart I don't think of it.
Lion isn't about 2 person doing the lion, but it's about teamwork from the 2, teamwork from the music team, teamwork from the music team and lion, patience from the instructors, chances from the coach and effort put in from each and everyone from the troupe and team. Isn't it the truth?
We've trained, we've walked so far, thinking back, yes, it was tiring and it was fun. For now, we have to look ahead. What's coming up next is the most important thing for all. I can't afford to lose what i've been training for and pursuing. It's every lion dancer dream to be there to compete. I won't over-stress myself. Jiayou, once again, I still believe we can do it well, fantastically and excellent.
Tuesday, July 24, 2012
While on the way home received call from Tian Zhu asking me to go CC. luckily I bought my store keys out! Phew. Haha. Came home and went to bangkit to buy spako shoe and then to CC to train ah hao shi xing! improvement made~ :) Hope this will stay till comp or go even further or better standard shi xing! Taka, Im aiming for you. I don't care what other teams are competiting with us, if we reached our standard, I'll be happy and satisfied enough. With no mistakes, no rush, full shi xing, in time, good music, good members, good jing, chu, chang, im happy already. I'm aiming for over 8.6 points. This is mission possible! JIAYOU! We can do this I believe!
Monday, July 23, 2012
Disappointment. Get out of my head.
Apparently am listening to One Thing cover and somehow get out of my head came on right after I typed disappointment. What a coincidence huh? Haha. Quotes don't really lie. lyrics somehow explain how you feel. This proves it somehow I guess.
Sigh.... Am suffering monday blues hard. seriously hard I would say. I don't know what's going on but everything seems to be going against me today. hmmmm, almost every single thing. You understand what I meant here? :O I don't know why but the only thing I felt accomplished today is that I completed my gen-ed photo essay and had uploaded it to youtube. There's nothing more relief than this I would say....
Things will go better... I hope, really... :(
13 days to competition. Jiayou
Sigh.... Am suffering monday blues hard. seriously hard I would say. I don't know what's going on but everything seems to be going against me today. hmmmm, almost every single thing. You understand what I meant here? :O I don't know why but the only thing I felt accomplished today is that I completed my gen-ed photo essay and had uploaded it to youtube. There's nothing more relief than this I would say....
Things will go better... I hope, really... :(
13 days to competition. Jiayou
Tuesday, July 17, 2012
today, life sucks.
I mean.... like seriously? What's up with today? From the morning till now, to be frank with you, I'm not at all a little happy. If you see that smile on my face, hey, if you don't know how I fake my smile, it's today. Today I'm just on the verge of giving up on everything, ending everything and also to break away from everything. Sometimes you really feels like your presence means nothing but troubles, burden and just.... a annoying rubbish that makes people suffer, get upset and no one gets happy or benefits from it. It's the truth isn't it? Since when my presence makes people appreciates it? People only finds me annoying, lame, kpkb, ass, care too much, know too much and also ask too much. No one really feels I'm concern for them, im something to them. That's how I really felt these few days. And when you're really down, no one wants to open their ears for you. For all you know, the ones you want to speak to don't even bother to ask what's happening to you.
Nevertheless, this is the entertaining part of life... You cared for others, doesn't mean others will care for you. You make others happy, or at least to say you TRY to make others happy, people only finds you lame and bo liao. When you're hoping for someone to make you happy, to make you smile, to share your thoughts, to share their thoughts, to be around with you, no, not really someone will be there for you. I'm sure you heard before:" The one who is always making others happy, is the most lonely person and have no one to be around for him." you know why? everyone just take him for granted for being a clown, a FOOL and a dumbass. Yes, I'm the clown, im the fool, and the dumbass. Perhaps, that's my life. That's my life of how im gonna be treated by people, how I'm gonna treat people and how im gonna live on alone with myself without anyone who cared and be bothered of my life.
Yes, it sounds like relationship. Friendship serve more than relationship I would say. If you cannot even manage your friendshio well, what for talk about relationship? yea, im a guy who treat every friendship heavily. If you can't handle it, please let me know.
Nevertheless, this is the entertaining part of life... You cared for others, doesn't mean others will care for you. You make others happy, or at least to say you TRY to make others happy, people only finds you lame and bo liao. When you're hoping for someone to make you happy, to make you smile, to share your thoughts, to share their thoughts, to be around with you, no, not really someone will be there for you. I'm sure you heard before:" The one who is always making others happy, is the most lonely person and have no one to be around for him." you know why? everyone just take him for granted for being a clown, a FOOL and a dumbass. Yes, I'm the clown, im the fool, and the dumbass. Perhaps, that's my life. That's my life of how im gonna be treated by people, how I'm gonna treat people and how im gonna live on alone with myself without anyone who cared and be bothered of my life.
Yes, it sounds like relationship. Friendship serve more than relationship I would say. If you cannot even manage your friendshio well, what for talk about relationship? yea, im a guy who treat every friendship heavily. If you can't handle it, please let me know.
Monday, July 16, 2012
Things will be better... ?
Today is the 16th, Happy Birthday lion head! What ever I wished you are all in the card already anyway x) Have a blessed 18th.
On saturday we had our very first performance at bangkit!~ Well, thanks god that things did went well~ Phew. :) Although a little slip off when coming down but till now that's the best training video we have ever taken. CLAPS~ That's nothing but simply awesome. Leaving competition only 20 days today, im sure we can strive and do well, even better. 6 more days... yet another, but perhaps will be cancelled anyways...
Today met with CH on the bus but seems like we don't have any fate to meet ba? hmmm. only got to meet when reach NP, passed him the card and his ear stud and my god, first time im buying such stuffs. x.x gosh! Hope you like it though x.x I don't know how to choose one you also know. hahaha. Went to school and lessons was ok, once last lesson ended im down with concussion. DAMN TIRED. Ji tao slept on bus till back to panjang.
Tried salonpas on my back today. The kinda stress really did disappear when the sticker pad is on but after which it somehow will come back. I think this is normal ba. Hope this does work for my back as the ache really makes me feel like dying sometimes seriously... Shall try longer and see how~
I'm not really very sure why. Up till now... I'm losnig nothing but confidence. I'm losing nothing but upset, I'm feeling nothing but emotional, I'm feeling nothing but all negative thoughts are rushing towards me... Why? I would like to know too. What's with today? I thought it was alright... I thought, things doesn't seems the way it seems to be. It's getting complicating in no matter what ways you view it...
Monday, July 9, 2012
Monday Blues...
Monday blues, have you ever experienced it? Have you ever felt that moodless, felt that restless, felt that reluctant to go to school and to work? Have you ever wondered why does the time pass to slowly on Monday?
Yea, that's my monday, today. I am not really happy but neither am I really upset. Well, in other words, MOODLESS. yeap, pretty much very moodless. And I think im thinking too much now but honestly, are the stuffs which im thinking too much? Too unrelated? I doubt so... now, thinking tomorrow there will be training, I feel stress already. Why must we feel stress? Having a bit of stress is good but not to over think about stuffs. What am I doing now however?
Yesterday night was rather epic, I went to bed, supposed to be feeling tired cos went out whole day to view competition. Yesterday night I went up to bed, so what you think? supposed to be feeling extremely tired or will KO? NOPE, totally opposite, went up to bed and feel like as if I totally just woke up and feel so awake. -.- This is so sick! And I guess I slept for awhile only ba. Not very long so to speak. Then this morning woke up and I feel so damn awake again. Thinking when go school will very tired but didn't. I think now I can only wait till my battery drain off then... Hope soon though. =X
我的问题就是跟别人走得太近，到一段时期，人家就不会想和你做好朋友。认识我是你们的痛苦，认识我是你们暂时的快乐，未来的烦恼。对不起。或许我真的只适合做，普通朋友。
Yea, that's my monday, today. I am not really happy but neither am I really upset. Well, in other words, MOODLESS. yeap, pretty much very moodless. And I think im thinking too much now but honestly, are the stuffs which im thinking too much? Too unrelated? I doubt so... now, thinking tomorrow there will be training, I feel stress already. Why must we feel stress? Having a bit of stress is good but not to over think about stuffs. What am I doing now however?
Yesterday night was rather epic, I went to bed, supposed to be feeling tired cos went out whole day to view competition. Yesterday night I went up to bed, so what you think? supposed to be feeling extremely tired or will KO? NOPE, totally opposite, went up to bed and feel like as if I totally just woke up and feel so awake. -.- This is so sick! And I guess I slept for awhile only ba. Not very long so to speak. Then this morning woke up and I feel so damn awake again. Thinking when go school will very tired but didn't. I think now I can only wait till my battery drain off then... Hope soon though. =X
我的问题就是跟别人走得太近，到一段时期，人家就不会想和你做好朋友。认识我是你们的痛苦，认识我是你们暂时的快乐，未来的烦恼。对不起。或许我真的只适合做，普通朋友。
Sunday, July 8, 2012
A long journey.
Say 1 month, not really, time flies. So fast that weeks had flown by just snap snap like that. We had came a long way. A long long way.
We learnt, we improved, we survived, we struggled, we endured, we trained and now here we are, leaving exactly 3 weeks to competition. Yeappp, asking about nervousness and stuffs? OF COURSE! I would say. If wouldn't be nervous than this is all just an lie man. Haha. Sometimes when you are just on the verge of giving up, someone motivates you and make you wants to strive again. Sometimes, you just get very down and just need to get onto your feet again.
What he said was right, we have came a long way, and I'm proud to say my lion head improved but there's still SO SO SO MUCH improvements that must be made including myself! Nobody said it's gonna be easy, but if you put in the effort and heart, I'm sure to say, we can make it from zero to hero. But the journey is still long, we gotta continue working hard.
Officially 28 days from now.
说了那么多，慢慢的时间已经越来越短了。在多一下，就会比赛并且知道成绩。对啊，还有3个星期。事实上，说长不长，还实在是一转眼就会到了。省下我看9个练习了吧？行的！努力。意志力拿出来吧！
We learnt, we improved, we survived, we struggled, we endured, we trained and now here we are, leaving exactly 3 weeks to competition. Yeappp, asking about nervousness and stuffs? OF COURSE! I would say. If wouldn't be nervous than this is all just an lie man. Haha. Sometimes when you are just on the verge of giving up, someone motivates you and make you wants to strive again. Sometimes, you just get very down and just need to get onto your feet again.
What he said was right, we have came a long way, and I'm proud to say my lion head improved but there's still SO SO SO MUCH improvements that must be made including myself! Nobody said it's gonna be easy, but if you put in the effort and heart, I'm sure to say, we can make it from zero to hero. But the journey is still long, we gotta continue working hard.
Officially 28 days from now.
说了那么多，慢慢的时间已经越来越短了。在多一下，就会比赛并且知道成绩。对啊，还有3个星期。事实上，说长不长，还实在是一转眼就会到了。省下我看9个练习了吧？行的！努力。意志力拿出来吧！
Friday, July 6, 2012
Undescriable feelings
Looking at the picture above, what came into your mind? :O
That's what I am feeling now. Every sentence, every word, every single thing.
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| Credits from facebook. |
That's what I am feeling now. Every sentence, every word, every single thing.
Sunday, July 1, 2012
36 days.
Counting down and counting down. Left with 36 days to competition! yeap, not more not less, 36 days. Ah, all the stress, worms, beetles are climbing up to my head slowly. >< alright, yea this sucks. it is like so creepy. Not knowing when you will explodes but just know and notes that things arent as easy as you thought it would be... hmmm. yea that's somehow the way I should phrase it (Y)
Now it's really down to the shi xing and stuffs since many stuffs had been cut down. Aw. But im sure we can do it one! On the way, improvements, improvements and more improvements. :) Smile, not bad to have walked here and we can't give up. We gotta walk further down the stream because we all know what our aims are. We are gonna strive and strive very hard! RIGHT?! JIAYOU lion head and music team! :D Promise to scream LOUD LOUD LOUD. LOL
Now it's really down to the shi xing and stuffs since many stuffs had been cut down. Aw. But im sure we can do it one! On the way, improvements, improvements and more improvements. :) Smile, not bad to have walked here and we can't give up. We gotta walk further down the stream because we all know what our aims are. We are gonna strive and strive very hard! RIGHT?! JIAYOU lion head and music team! :D Promise to scream LOUD LOUD LOUD. LOL
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