What's up with today?
Why am I feeling so unhappy today?
Suddenly, I felt like I don't know how to face everyone and everything... The feeling before and now is so so so different. I used to feel that we are really really close. Very, after becoming the storeman, I'm finding myself getting distanced away from them more and more. What makes me feel this way? Where and what is the problem here? It's not that I don't want to be the storeman. I would like to be, but not in this way somehow. Things are starting to get overboard.. Today I really just feel so so so tired of everything. I just don't feel like caring. But no one seems to know and no one seems to care. I just dislike today, I'm sorry.. even though if it's still under CNY...
Everything seems so different now. We are a family, we are still a family. If you are telling me being in a troupe for 12 years, going through up and down with this group of people and yet I do not have any feelings, that's not true at all. I'm still having passion in the activities. But just somehow I don't like the feeling of getting more and more distanced away... Idk, I just don't like it. AT ALL.
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