Sunday, January 8, 2012

Just...tomorrow.

Tomorrow, which is the 9th January 2012, it's the day those 'O' level students collect their results. Unfortunately, including myself... I'm feeling rather frustrated, nervous, stress and any negative things that you can thought of for collecting results are all in my head now. I don't know what to do..

WHAT IF,
just what if, I scored a score which is not what I expected and not what I wanted?
What if, I did not do well for O's?
What if, I let people who have high hopes on me feel disappointed?
What if, I could not get into a course that I want?
What if, I have gotta choose a different path than what I have planned?

There's a lot of thoughts in my head right now. In the afternoon, I can still tweet saying that I don't even feel the stress and stuffs on collecting results for N level last year. As time gets nearer and nearer, the feeling starts to fade. Nervous-ness just invaded your whole body and mind. Although the truth is that Results are already set... I'm sure everyone knows this. Seriously, if someone is saying he/she is not nervous for the results... it's either he/she had already given up or he/she is too arrogant. The truth is, the N level feeling is back already... I shall go sleep soon. Say goodnight and try to get to sleep.

I hope, I will be able to do well for O's. Together with other O's students I know like ShiNi, Chiah Hou, Jun Jie, 5NA of WS and others, let's all do well together and pray hard that we get the best score that we can ever get! Best wishes for everyone! I'm sure we don't need luck and only need support and wishes from our friends... Let's just go and face it! especially me :(

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