Up and downs.

I don't know what's up with the training today. many things happen. Today when KY teared and she feel she may pull down the whole team. Honestly speaking, im really heartbroken of how stress she's feeling. firstly, we trained for so long, this is only the 2nd time she joined us for training. Although as a reserve, she know the importance of the word, COMPETITION. coping with stress from A-levels and having to commit to comp definately will not be at all easy to her.. Jia you! got my support and im sure the others. Should concentrate on A-level first since it's no matter what more important, future.

I started thinking, pulling the troupe down, is it us? From the start till now, we havent really trained a full round without mistakes, always stop at half way and expect to end things there. This is not the way, this is never the way. When you crossed an obstacle, you're happy, finally after trying and trying, you crossed it. Afterwards, things changes and pulled you down into the well once again, adding stuffs, adding this and that, you just have to start adding things onto your own to get used to those stuffs and be ready for what you're expected to have during competition. Nobody said things were gonna be easy, we strived hard till here, we trained so hard till here, im not gonna give up no matter what. Things are hard, being upset, being negative will not aid in anything isnt it the truth?

I don't want to lie to myself but this isnt my standard, not at all. I hate the feeling of failing. I hate the feeling of falling. I hate the feeling of not completing. No one likes it, we just gotta endure and endure. Endurance brings you to a greater height. Till now, it's never a lie. O level shows it, now, it's time to show the word ENDURANCE can do for competition. Working hard is also another important key point.

Im sure together, the music team, the lion team will survive and do well together for the comp. our goal is to all get into finals and bring glory to the troupe. we can do it! Jia you everyone! JIAYOU!!!

很不想听到拖累这两个字。因为，好像我们在拖累别人。。。我，自己的本分都没做好。。。